Smoke and mirrors

Maybe I’m just paranoid but I don’t think my Fiancé is being sincere.

We’re starting our fifth month together and we’re still no closer to getting together than we were in January. This is weird given how eager she seemed to be in February just before I went on leave.

I’m sure she’s playing me but I don’t know how to prove it. Well, I do have one idea, but putting hidden cameras in her bedroom is a tad creepy. (Not to mention how illegal it is.)

I don’t have a plan at this point. Should I just wait and see?

My instinct tells me I should cut and run before something goes seriously wrong. I already caught her fooling around with her cousin once. I broke up with her that time, but we, or rather I, talked it out and we agreed to try again without the lies.

As far as I can tell though, she just got better at concealing things instead. She’s clearly still lying to me, it’s just harder to spot the lies now.

Now I’m a progressive, Twenty First Century kinda guy. I’m certain we could find a compromise we could both live with if she was just straight with me. But she seems intent on keeping up the façade anyway.

At this point, my plan is to just be careful and see how things go. It’s not like there’s a lot I can do during the Lockdown anyway.

If my suspension is correct,I’m certain she will give herself away before the Lockdown ends.